I'm soooo happy this morning because somebody posted the news article "An Examplary Act of Kindness" in NST on their blog and the comments made me happie. :)
I've been meeting so many nice people recently till one moment, I've forgotten that people actually have a dark side. I'm sorry if I made you sad.
Nice people #1
There are lots of kinds of people in this world, some of which gets forgotten easily in a big crowd. I try to make them play along but sometimes if they do not open up, I feel so helplesss.
To me, being happie is when you spread ur happiness to others as well. Spreading the happiness isputting a smile on other peoples face. It gives meenergywhen I see the others smile. :) Smilling is all about transferring the kinetic energy of atoms from one person to the other. So next time when you see my energy draining out, just flex those muscles and SMILE :D
I wished week 3 never came. This week was such a tough week. Ups and downs! Macro 2's giving me a hard time. Quantitative Analysis's lecturer is practically using the most inefficient way to teach us. Business Finance's cool but I'm confused. OB sends shivers down my spine whenever I think abt how lost I am in the course structure. My brains are empty. I am not putting effort. I am gonna regret. :(
Oh dear God. Please help me.
Haven't played much Table Tennis this week because there's a tournament happening in the club. I suck at table tennis. I can only dream to play like the others. Everything wouldn't come true without practice. I need to be committed. I hate myself for losing the passion.
IVG 2010 and RMIT Mentor's amazing race is coming up one after another after easter. No complains here because I love what I am doing. But I hope I dont repeat my mistakes ever again. If you know me well during high school, u'll know what I am talking abt. I need to learn to prioritize my task and not take things for granted and regret later on. :s
Failure. I fear failure. I've screwed up one of the most important thing that I went through this week. I do not know what's wrong with me. I never learn! Urghh. I hate myself for this n I foresee I wont forgive myself in the near future. Sigh. I dont know how to explain what I am feeling right now and how regretful I am after putting so much effort in sth I really want. :(
Dear God, please pass a message to all people on earth to not judge a book by its cover. You never know how much a person can do w/o actually knowing how they work. Feeling really demotivated. I am so confused myself. I can't rmb how being happie felt after getting used to putting a smile on the face although there's sth sad hiding deep under.
I've been dreaming a lot recently. About death. about things I want to come true. and about things that have been bugging me. 2 person died in my dreams this week. I remember I woke up crying when I dreamt of them dying in my dreams. N there were nights where I woke up feeling really disappointed for not getting things my way in my dreams. oh well, i know dreams are dreams but they feel so real :(
On the up side, The only person that put a big smile on my face today is my beloved Uncle back home! :) I'm one lucky niece! XD
You're better then the best I'm lucky just to linger in your light Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right Completely unaware Nothing can compare to where you send me, Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed, sing like bird Dizzy in my head, spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile
Even when you're gone Somehow you come along Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed, sing like bird Dizzy in my head, spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile
Don't know how I lived without you Cuz everytime that I get around you I see the best of me inside your eyes You make me smile You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed, sing like bird Dizzy in my head, spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile
Melbourne's most intense hailstorm just happened this afternooon! >< It was sunny n cooling at 1pm n by 2pm the hailstorm came! The Malaysian Student's Council of Australia Victoria had a bbq this nooon in Flagstaff garden :s At one moment we were under the umbrella cooking chicken and the next moment we saw flocks of birds flying across our umbrella and we heard droppings on the umbrella! The 1st thing that came to my mind was "OMG BIRD SHIT!" XD N the next moment we felt hard rocksliterally hitting us!
There were more than 100 of us in the garden n we didn't have enough time to run to the shade so all we had was the big umbrella that cud hardly fit 20 people >< Ice cubes shooting from all directions n wind blowing everything left n right for almost 10 mins! What an experience.. @.@ There were people holding down the umbrella n some crying throughout n yelling each time the ice cubes hit them n some were still EATING.. HAHA! Pretty amazing how we made it tru! :)
Well obviously the bbq cudnt go on because it was flooded when the hailstorm subsided and it was left with pouring rain! We ran for shelter n had a mini catch up session there until the rain stop! I must say it was a blessing in disguise somehow! :)) The MASCA people were awesome! XD Great experience :)
Sheng Loong n I helped the committee pack up n clean up n then we headed home! OMG lah. My apartment's concierge area was flooded n the lifts were spoilt so there was no way up except the stairs! I live in THIRTY-SEVENTH floor! I cudnt care much but to walk all the way up 37 flights of stairs! >< Wasn't that bad as it sounds actually!
Cleaned up myself n fixed my legs! :( Didn't think it wud impact my leg so badly but oh wells. Lets just smile n keep that experience deep down :)
Made a couple of calls after reaching home.. But you disappoint me much :(
Watched the news also! N guess wad! Apparently we survived out in an open space with the most intense hailstorm, 100km/hr wind and one of the worst lighting n thunderstorms ever! Pheww.. N Melbourne City flooded! Melbourne has got lots of cleaning up to do! ><
Omg omg omg. So much to think. So so much to do. I can't decide where to be next year! A part of me wants to finish Uni, A part of me wants to go overseas, A part of me wants to just stay home. Urgh. I feel like I'm bonded down to this place! Should I just finish up or should i do sth else for a change! OMG lah. Just kill me at this moment.
On a side note! I'm on papers :) Thx NST thx CWS :)Click here to read! :) Its for a good deed XD Follow me!
Had a long hard day in uni today. New course, new assignments, new way of studying. Pretty sure my brains were squeeze to the limit today. Fell asleeep on the sofa tonite with the idiot box watching me. :( Dumb dumb me. There's nobody to wake me up in the middle of the nite to get me to crawl back to bed because my sis fell asleep too. =.=
aww man.. how i wished when i opened my eyes, I'll be back in my tiny orange room..
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