Jottings from Down Under

To take things for granted

2011-04-23T11:32:00.000+10:00

Dear Diary,

A good friend of mine left Melbourne for good today. I flipped and flipped through our facebook pictures over and over again, to find that pictures slowed down after 11th April 2010 - over a year ago, perhaps this means how long we haven't been in touch. Occasionally we will be, only if he takes the initiative. ~~I'm not even sure if I'm still his good friend anymore.~~

Why so? Because I had excuses about ~~unistudiesassignmentseventsmeetingslifestress~~ whatsoever. Sometimes I ask myself if that is even a valid reason to isolate myself from my circle of friends, to only hang out when I need to, to only catch up when there is a need to. Jo, friends get tired. people get turned off. they will leave u.

Many many times I took things for granted, I appreciated the wrong things. Recently, I read a book called "Have a little faith" by Mitch Albom. Its about how an old man lived his life with satisfaction and happiness despite he being middle class. His life revolved around living things, to ring up people to find out how they were doing, and to go for visits very often. Work could wait, money could wait, and his life could wait too- all in the name of Faith. What's for me?

Its hard to express how I feel right now - ~~disappointed ashamed sad confused~~. I can blame no one but myself. If I could replay time, I would still take the same path, but I'll keep things I haven't appreciate in this scene closer. I took friends for granted, love for granted, workmates for granted, a lending hand for granted. If I could reverse these, I'll reach out before people could reach me.

Dear Diary,

What have I done to my life? What happened to the times where I will find my own energy by being with my friends? I hate to say this but I've changed, so did my crystal clear heart. I need to find that back, and the balance between unistudiesassignmentseventsmeetingslifestress and my mates and love :)

Friends are like bras: Close to your heart and there for support :)

Im on my way...

Cheers,
Your disappointed writer :(

Note to self: 当你扛不住的时候就读一遍

2011-03-27T15:05:00.000+11:00

1.当眼泪流尽的时候，留下的应该是坚强。

2.与其用泪水悔恨今天，不如用汗水拼搏今天。

3.选择自己所爱的，爱自己所选择的。

4.人生就像一杯没有加糖的咖啡，喝起来是苦涩的，回味起来却有久久不会退去的余香。

5.有一种缘，放手后成为风景，有一颗心，坚持中方现真诚。

6.不求与人相比，但求超越自己，要哭就哭出激动的泪水，要笑就笑出成长的性格。

7.这一秒不放弃，下一秒就会有希望。

8.曾经拥有的不要忘记，难以得到的更要珍惜，属于自己的不要放弃，已经失去的留作回忆。

9.没有人陪你走一辈子，所以你要适应孤独，没有人会帮你一辈子，所以你要奋斗一生。

10.喜欢就该珍惜，珍惜就别放弃。

11.人生就是一场旅行，不在乎目的地，在乎的应该是沿途的风景以及看风景的心情。

12.靠山山会倒，靠人人会跑，只有自己最可靠。

13.为你的难过而快乐的是敌人，为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友，为你的难过而难过的才是你的知己。

14.如果爱，请深爱；如不爱，请离开。

15.只要心中有希望存在，就有幸福存在。

16. 人都是逼出来的。

17. 如果你简单，这个世界就对你简单。

18. 人生没有彩排，每一天都是现场直播。

19. 是金子总会发光。

20. 人生如果错了方向，停止就是进步。

21. 自己选择的路，就算跪着也要走完。

22. 别后悔。因为在那个时间点上，它绝对是你真正想要的。

[ 转自铁血社区 http://bbs.tiexue.net/ ]

Wonder why

2011-03-26T23:47:00.001+11:00

Sometimes I wonder how I got this far.
Where did I get the courage and the motivation?
I'm really not sure myself.

But if memory serves me right, it has been the satisfaction all this while.
Worries have overtook satisfaction at this moment.
I need a better reason to hang on.

...too bad I need more than a weekend

"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn..

2010-11-02T00:19:00.000+11:00

...its alrite because I like the way it hurts"

Dear God,

I am having a tough time right now.
I can't concentrate, I am falling into pieces.
My heart is shedding, I can't pick myself up.
Its been 6 months since, and the pain is unbearable.

Please walk me tru my next 3 papers.
Please hear me out, and lead me to somewhere I belong, where I can be just the way I am.

I cant be distracted right now. Urgh. :<

Just tot I'd make a note

2010-10-28T01:43:00.000+11:00

Saw a pigeon outside uni today.
It was sitting by the side of another dying pigeon who was already lying on the floor.
That pigeon looked as if it was protecting the dying bird. :'(
People walk passed and looked, and hack, it attracted a crowd, and cameras!

Nathar said he would lie next to my tombstone when I die.
So I am just keeping a record of this. :)
Then he went on to say: "Tombstone is too expensive, can you be cremated instead? Then I will spread ur ashes around our beautiful garden, then I'll feel your presence when I am sitting in the garden."

So sweet right. I knowww.

Then he continued, "after you die, I will torture all the spoilt dogs that you've protected."

*Speechless* I'll die with my dogs Nathar. :)

1:41am
28/10/2010

MIA

2010-10-17T01:40:00.002+11:00

Omgg I havent blogged for 2 months! WOW.
I've clearly been busy changing the world lately =)
N when I blog in the midst of a busy period, u know sth is bothering me.

Well, fortunately this time it doesnt work this way.
Just wanna update this blog and share the good stuff :)

Got the Golden Key Award!
Sth that my 1st year buddies and I were working hard to achieve!
I checked my mailbox everyday to the extent that my sis tot I was waiting for a letter from my lover.
Hahaha.

Jean and I got a conditional offer to work for Securities Commission Malaysia upon graduation!
Its my first ever job interview and I got the job! =)
Double triple happiness! ^-^

Weeeee! N also that that somebody,

Why do you always spoil me? :)

Its that time of the sem again! Matilah ku.

17.10.10

The story of Love and Ego :)

2010-08-13T01:20:00.002+10:00

Once upon a time, there was an island, where all the feelings lived together. Love, Joy, Peace, Wonder, Amazement, Awe, even hatred & envy and all those you can think of... One day there was a storm in the sea and the island was about to get drowned. Every feeling was scared but Love made a boat to escape. Every feeling boarded the boat. One feeling was left behind. Love got down to see who it was.

It was EGO

Love tried and tried but ego wasn't moving meanwhile the water was rising by the minute. Every one asked love to leave him and come on the boat, but love was made to love, he could not leave Ego alone to die. At last all the feelings escaped and Love died with ego on the island.

Love dies because of EGO.

Last day of Hols

2010-07-18T17:28:00.003+10:00

Finally have time to slack at home and read blogs after blogs trying to catch up with life of the others.

Parents left ytd, hence the free time today =)
Too bad its the last day of hols today, a.k.a UNI STARTS TMR!
BOOOOHOOOO =(

Havent done much this hols =/
Just pure slack and rest =)
Caught up with a couple of my good ol' buddy in Melbourne from last year which i trully appreciate.

Pictures time!

Me and Jade @ Crown =)

My very long lost friend from Year 1 :p

After exams party @ ze yings!
Nvr regretted being part of MASCA <3
I miss the IVG-ians!

Derrick and Me @ French Crepe =)

My all time buddy tat walks me tru all ups and downs!

Me and Kenny @ DFO =)
My Osa tat came back from Sydney for a short visit!

Samuel and Me @ one of our coffee session =)

My good ol' piggie that spills to me and takes my advice into deep consideration!

Vball @ La Trobe Uni
What a happie team!
Finally met up with sylvia! =) N I miss being a vase =p

Ferdi, Jade, Me and Sujana =)

Suppose to be a 6 mentor catch up but guess who pulled out =p

HAHA. Anyhow, great to catch up with u guys again!

Xing @ Down Under =)
Oh so nice to have a good ol' buddy to come down for a visit <3

Me and Ka Huey @ Yarra River
My childhood fren =)) love her company!

psst. Wanna see our picture when we were young?

LOL. SEE NO EVIL :p

My parents and KH's parents @ Falls Creek =)

Screw the bad weather =(

MASCA Vic @ NCG Canberra

Awesome possum! =)

Me and My TT partner @ Msian games =)
Thanks for the hard work dear <3

Masca Vic @ Malaysian Nite!

TT Team @ Malaysian Night =)

A nice full stop to the last day of Canberra =)

There you go- My holidays =)

5:28pm

18.7.10

FREEDOM!

2010-06-27T18:11:00.003+10:00

Hey world! =)
I'm alive and I survived the dreadful exam papers =p
Enjoying the burden-less life atm!
And this is what I've done so far..

June:
23: Vball prac. @ La Trobe Uni + Dinner with Jade @ Crown
24: Had lunch with Loong @ MART 130 + BBQ at my house
25: End of Exam party @ ze ying's + Claudya's 22nd @ crown towers
26: Steamboat Family dinner @ Uncle philip's
27: Shopping with Uncle Philip + Kenny @ DFO + Dinner with Gigi n kee chong @ TGIF + Bubble tea with Samuel, Dya, Darren, Gigi, Kee Chong

Coming up next month!

July:
1: 2 months!
2-3: Girls' night with Sylvia and Ling
1-11: Xing's arrival in Melbourne
8-18: Parents in Melbourne
9-11: Falls Creek Ski Trip
12-15: NCG Canby
19: Uni reopens! =(

Ahhh. There u go! Fill those empty slots for me!
Lets catch up whoever's in Melbourne! =)

Signing off,
Jo

Hell's near, again.

2010-06-18T04:26:00.000+10:00

3 days to my next paper. Doom.

Officially regreting the amount of effort I've put into this coming paper for the past 8 days.
If I could be granted one wish right now, I would want another 8 more days.
Humans just can't get enough, can they?

Oh wells, if I was given a choice, weather to:

Sit this paper and just merely pass
Study this subject again next sem without any records in my transcrpit

I'll prolly choose the 2nd, after all, what's the point of sitting the paper and passing it, and not understand a thing?
That's not what studying is all about. That's what UNIVERSITY is all about.

Spent another self-declared off day today.
My aunty a.k.a 2nd cousin from Mum's side of the family - Sylvia je je, flew into Melbourne for a bit from Msia. Essence of Msia, ~~yumss. :p~~
She'll then head off to Canberra and then OFF TO THE STATES to work! wooohoo!
Spent some time catching up with her.
What's more important than family after all. =)

今天的我，闷闷不乐。
一路来，凭着善待他人等于成全自己的理念走了19年。
突然发现，对别人好，其实等于折磨自己。
好辛苦，不过我得坚持自己的理念，继续走下去。
我必须学习怎么把折磨化解成一种推动力。=)
走着瞧吧。

4:20am

2 down, 2 to go :)

2010-06-11T22:30:00.011+10:00

~~BUSM 1094~~
~~ECON 1061~~

~~ECON 1042~~

BAFI 1008

next paper's 10 days from now,
BUCK UP NOW OR REGRET LATER JO!

On a side now, today's a self-declared off day for me! :)
Watched a movie at home and went shopping after with my Nooblet this noon!
I think i just allowed him to turn himself gay-er. N i'm starting to feel a lil lesbo. Oh my.
Skinny jeans + cardigan for him. HMMMM.
Snap a pic of urself noob! :)

All in all, I had a good rest today :) Thanks love!

Still learning to smile. Give him time ^-^

143 ❤
11.06.10

Pre-exam

2010-06-06T04:14:00.003+10:00

Omg.

WHERE IS THE STRESS?

WHERE IS THE MOTIVATION?

WHERE WHERE WHERE?

Have been really chilled lately. Exam's 2 days away!

Last year this time I would be freaking out. Locking myself in my own room for hours, pulling my hair till they detach from the scalp and bite anybody that comes near me.

What happened to that?

Still very chilled atm. Sleeping off early and waking up when the sun is shinning bright. I'm gonna regret this. Damn. @.@

BTW, dates that I get to experience hell for a couple of hours. Be jealous. -.-

6.6.2010

Tick tock

2010-06-01T19:15:00.004+10:00

Happie One Month Nooblet ❤

minus 1 week :D

Thank you for putting up with me
143 :)

1.6.2010

If only.

2010-05-17T19:39:00.003+10:00

If only,

Somebody could help me with NCG registrations.

Somebody could take off some AIESEC rocks off my back.

Somebody could sit Macro 2 test for me.

Somebody could study QA on behalf of me.

Somebody could take charge of OB portfolio and presentation for my group.

Somebody could sleep for me.

Somebody could sit for the finals for me.

Then.. I would have more time for myself, to do the things that I like. eg. sit down and do nth.

I'm so messed up atm. I really realy really need to learn to relax.

What's the worst that could happen Jo? :) Just smile and things will be fine.

Thank you love for giving me the strength to move on.

Management

2010-05-17T01:25:00.005+10:00

Desperately need to learn how to manage time + stress.

Ish ish ish. I get jealous when i see people lying around in front of the state library sun bathing + doing nothing.

Where do they get all these free time? Transfer them to me! :(

BTW,

Happie Burfday my darling bro bro!

Love you as alwayss :)

I miss celebrating ur bday with you!

Really hope to see you soon :(

And thanks for the greenlight ^-^

Mwahss!

1:30am

For your own eyes only

2010-05-09T09:14:00.002+10:00

Hello peeps!
Because you read my blog, you have the privilege to know who's that lucky guy!
HAHAHA.

.There you go.
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World's noob-iest Noob :)

Life lately

2010-04-28T08:51:00.002+10:00

Life's goood n fulfilling recently.
Love the fact that I am so busy.
Love the fact that I am busy doing things I enjoy.

Public speaking in front of a 100 people crowd this friday!
Keep all fingers n toes crossed for me please :)

=When I was skyping with mum=
Things have not been well between me and my dearest ones.
Sad :(

Jo

Nyehh Happieee c:

2010-04-13T09:18:00.003+10:00

YAY! Happie day ytd! :D

IVG Futsal reached its limit! Thanks Ismael n my Sujana brothers for the help :D
Facilitated AIESEC's LCM for the 1st time c:
Played bitches-bitches with part of the AIESECers after dinner! Dangg dirty minded -.-

3 things i learnt:
1. Reach for help and you shall be assist :)
2. High school has done much impact on my public speaking! :p
3. Not going to StateCon was a bad idea *but Amazing race was good* Contemplating weather to miss Mt Buller for NewCon this July!

RMIT Mentors + Mentees
Amazing Race 10.04.10
*thumbs up*

Part of the AIESEC :)
12.04.10

I am a happie person! :p Love. c:

Today.

2010-04-10T02:03:00.003+10:00

Woke up.

Sleepy mode.

Bathe.

Late for class.

Sat thru an hour class.

Needed a dose of caffeine.

Had 2-hrs coffee talk with Aunty Suat.

Worked on the last bits of my assignment.

IVG Meeting.

Continue assignment.

Dinner.

Submit assignment.

End.

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Dear Diary,

IVG
One week left to IVG! So glad registrations closed, same goes to sponsorship applications! What I've learnt in this committee? I'll let you know. For now, I've gotta admit that I was, and still am, and never will be goood at meetings. Seriously. Because words come to me so fast that I hardly think. I seriously need to cut that down and start making use of those brains.

AIESEC
I'm going to be incharged of AIESEC LCMs sooon! Loooking forward! :D Dangggg. I missed Statecon. I can picture the AIESECers having the time of their life there right now :( I hope tmr's amazing race will make up to my absence in State con.! Fingers crossed for good weather :)

Uni
Submitted my 2000 words assignment tonite! :D One burden off the shoulder! *it was nvr a burden actually! just wanna make it sound big :)* heeeheee. My brains are empty. What have I been doing this whole mid sem break man! :s To do 4 years or not to do years? I still cannot decide! :s

Table Tennis
I've skipped many many many tt sessions in Uni! Sorry partner! :p Will make it up sooon! Played 2 1/2 hours of TT this wed! Will play again on sunday! Muscle aching everywhere but I feel gooooood! :p yay!

I nit ice cream..

2010-04-05T22:02:00.003+10:00

We quarreled.

We took sides.

We nvr gave each other a chance to explain.

I'm sorry we are so similar.

You prolly dunno that thinking about it makes me sad :C

Easter Break!

2010-04-02T13:20:00.005+11:00

Yay! Easter break is finally here! :D

Happiee Easter to All~

Thanks Andre for all the bunnies!
*Look! the pic on my blog! lolx.*

Hmmmmmmmm. What do I have this break- I have meetings! I have assignments! I have test! I need to practice Table Tennis for IVG!
And I have lots of things to deal with.. I wanna donate blood! I need to go to the doc to get my eyes checked! :(
Ah rite.. So.. Easter break it is..
Sighh..

I can't decide between Mentoring Prog Amazing Race vs AIESEC State Con!
I am gonna cryyyy soon! :(( Grrrrrrrr. Howww!
Decido-phobia! :s
And then I have MASCA National Conference n Games vs AIESEC National Conference to decide! Humphh..

Last night EFMSA's Lauch @ Eve was supa awesome! :D
Free drinks! Lots of EFM people! The company was goood! :)
Music sucked tho. And I lost my jacket T.T Sigh.
Gives me a reason to go shopping I guess :)

Anh has a classic face :)

My AIESEC President- Brendan! :D

Jo, Jono, Jack! =)

Binesh was there!
My Financial Markets Lecturer! :D

Yours Truly has been sober tooo long :D

Recognition!

2010-03-27T11:02:00.007+11:00

I'm soooo happy this morning because somebody posted the news article "An Examplary Act of Kindness" in NST on their blog and the comments made me happie. :)

I've been meeting so many nice people recently till one moment, I've forgotten that people actually have a dark side. I'm sorry if I made you sad.

Nice people #1

There are lots of kinds of people in this world, some of which gets forgotten easily in a big crowd. I try to make them play along but sometimes if they do not open up, I feel so helplesss.

To me, being happie is when you spread ur happiness to others as well. Spreading the happiness is putting a smile on other peoples face. It gives me energy when I see the others smile. :) Smilling is all about transferring the kinetic energy of atoms from one person to the other. So next time when you see my energy draining out, just flex those muscles and SMILE :D

Dear Diary

2010-03-21T02:31:00.004+11:00

I wished week 3 never came. This week was such a tough week. Ups and downs! Macro 2's giving me a hard time. Quantitative Analysis's lecturer is practically using the most inefficient way to teach us. Business Finance's cool but I'm confused. OB sends shivers down my spine whenever I think abt how lost I am in the course structure. My brains are empty. I am not putting effort. I am gonna regret. :(

Oh dear God. Please help me.

Haven't played much Table Tennis this week because there's a tournament happening in the club. I suck at table tennis. I can only dream to play like the others. Everything wouldn't come true without practice. I need to be committed. I hate myself for losing the passion.

IVG 2010 and RMIT Mentor's amazing race is coming up one after another after easter. No complains here because I love what I am doing. But I hope I dont repeat my mistakes ever again. If you know me well during high school, u'll know what I am talking abt. I need to learn to prioritize my task and not take things for granted and regret later on. :s

Failure. I fear failure. I've screwed up one of the most important thing that I went through this week. I do not know what's wrong with me. I never learn! Urghh. I hate myself for this n I foresee I wont forgive myself in the near future. Sigh. I dont know how to explain what I am feeling right now and how regretful I am after putting so much effort in sth I really want. :(

Dear God, please pass a message to all people on earth to not judge a book by its cover. You never know how much a person can do w/o actually knowing how they work. Feeling really demotivated. I am so confused myself. I can't rmb how being happie felt after getting used to putting a smile on the face although there's sth sad hiding deep under.

I've been dreaming a lot recently. About death. about things I want to come true. and about things that have been bugging me. 2 person died in my dreams this week. I remember I woke up crying when I dreamt of them dying in my dreams. N there were nights where I woke up feeling really disappointed for not getting things my way in my dreams. oh well, i know dreams are dreams but they feel so real :(

On the up side, The only person that put a big smile on my face today is my beloved Uncle back home! :) I'm one lucky niece! XD

Its Year 2 babeh!

2010-03-14T23:35:00.002+11:00

Have you wondered what you are looking for in the years of attending uni?

Be it the fun, the experience, the results or the achievement.

I'm happy with what I am doing at the moment but it is about time to switch the nerd mood on.

I think I've under estimated Year 2 uni. Dang.

11:42pm

Smile by Uncle Kracker

2010-03-13T01:56:00.005+11:00

>
Must listen! Click to listen :)

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

On a side note, Happie Birthday Jean! :D

Hello I'm alive!

2010-03-06T23:23:00.002+11:00

Melbourne's most intense hailstorm just happened this afternooon! ><
It was sunny n cooling at 1pm n by 2pm the hailstorm came!
The Malaysian Student's Council of Australia Victoria had a bbq this nooon in Flagstaff garden :s
At one moment we were under the umbrella cooking chicken and the next moment we saw flocks of birds flying across our umbrella and we heard droppings on the umbrella!
The 1st thing that came to my mind was "OMG BIRD SHIT!" XD
N the next moment we felt hard rocks literally hitting us!

There were more than 100 of us in the garden n we didn't have enough time to run to the shade so all we had was the big umbrella that cud hardly fit 20 people ><
Ice cubes shooting from all directions n wind blowing everything left n right for almost 10 mins! What an experience.. @.@
There were people holding down the umbrella n some crying throughout n yelling each time the ice cubes hit them n some were still EATING.. HAHA!
Pretty amazing how we made it tru! :)

Well obviously the bbq cudnt go on because it was flooded when the hailstorm subsided and it was left with pouring rain!
We ran for shelter n had a mini catch up session there until the rain stop!
I must say it was a blessing in disguise somehow! :))
The MASCA people were awesome! XD Great experience :)

Sheng Loong n I helped the committee pack up n clean up n then we headed home!
OMG lah. My apartment's concierge area was flooded n the lifts were spoilt so there was no way up except the stairs!
I live in THIRTY-SEVENTH floor!
I cudnt care much but to walk all the way up 37 flights of stairs! ><
Wasn't that bad as it sounds actually!

Cleaned up myself n fixed my legs! :(
Didn't think it wud impact my leg so badly but oh wells.
Lets just smile n keep that experience deep down :)

Made a couple of calls after reaching home..
But you disappoint me much :(

Watched the news also! N guess wad!
Apparently we survived out in an open space with the most intense hailstorm, 100km/hr wind and one of the worst lighting n thunderstorms ever! Pheww.. N Melbourne City flooded!
Melbourne has got lots of cleaning up to do! ><

Anyhow! I survived! XD
N God's great :)

11.54pm

烦烦烦烦

2010-03-05T13:02:00.003+11:00

Omg omg omg. So much to think. So so much to do.
I can't decide where to be next year!
A part of me wants to finish Uni, A part of me wants to go overseas, A part of me wants to just stay home.
Urgh. I feel like I'm bonded down to this place!
Should I just finish up or should i do sth else for a change!
OMG lah. Just kill me at this moment.

On a side note!
I'm on papers :)
Thx NST thx CWS :) Click here to read! :)
Its for a good deed XD
Follow me!

Uni day 2

2010-03-03T06:16:00.003+11:00

Had a long hard day in uni today.
New course, new assignments, new way of studying.
Pretty sure my brains were squeeze to the limit today.
Fell asleeep on the sofa tonite with the idiot box watching me. :(
Dumb dumb me.
There's nobody to wake me up in the middle of the nite to get me to crawl back to bed because my sis fell asleep too. =.=

aww man.. how i wished when i opened my eyes, I'll be back in my tiny orange room..

Uni

2010-03-02T01:29:00.001+11:00

Dear Diary,

May uni stay as awesome as it is now throughout the year :)

Good nite.

Regards,
Joanne

Pack up!

2010-02-27T05:13:00.003+11:00

Why do i feel like I m leaving on a jet plane for the 1st time :(
Oh my, c'mon Jo!
I guess this shall be the last time I am blogging from my home in msia.
Havent done much this summer. Gimme more time n I'll still complain. :s
I am pretty much happie because I've earned quite a lot this summer.

Oh well..
Hello Melbourne, n Good bye Kay Elle.
I'll miss my buddies back here T.T

C u guys next year darlings~

p/s: Flying in 19 hrs time n I have not packed yet! Surprise surprise :D

One week.

2010-02-20T03:29:00.005+11:00

Hello world!
I'm feeling rather emo at this moment because I've been saying the same old phrase over n over again for the past few days.
N the phrase goes like that "Bye! In case I don't get to see u b4 I fly off, I'll see u next year okay! Take care!"
Emo shemo. :(

Did some serious retail therapy last two days b4 heading off next sat.
Check out my new toys :)

New shoes :)

Excuse used: Lazy to dust off the soil from old shoes thus the new shoes. :p

New Kipling bag! ;]

Excuse used: Need a sling bag to put all my stuff to go to uni XD

P/S: my kipling monkey has spiky hair :)

Stocking up our toilet in Melbourne

Excused used: Toiletries in Melbourne are expensive

Lastly a whole new dish dryer :)

Excuse used: Our cutlery gets rusty easily

Nuff' money spent this week. :)
I've got a couple of people to meet in the next 7 days b4 leaving.
Haih I hate goodbyes :[

Happie CNY once again peeps^^
Time to hit the sack n emo shemo in my dreams :(

1:05am

CNY!

2010-02-14T19:12:00.004+11:00

Happiee CNY + Happie Vday buddies! :]
May the tiger year bring roaring joy and blessings to you and your family c:
Will be heading up to Ipoh this evening for three days!
Hear from me soooon! ;p
bye^^

Oopss.. Outcasted.. =.=

RMIT peeps, dont forget its timetabling day tmr! :p

What lah! :s

2010-02-04T12:26:00.004+11:00

I don't know what's bugging me. Seriously. I think i woke up on the wrong side of my bed.
But there's only one side for me to wake up? so how? :|

Maybe I should wake up the other side and hit the wall instead. :]

Quote of the day:

"As long as you have the passion for it, success and money shall naturally follow." - Kenny Sia

Faint

2010-01-31T22:39:00.006+11:00

I feel like I'm gonna black out soon..
Life owes me a good long rest..
I demand for it now!

I guess this is what they call the aging process?XD Oh boy.

When home turns into a hotel.

2010-01-27T12:49:00.004+11:00

You know how people say the house turns into a hotel?
I feel it now and then, once in a while.
After a long day of work, I just need to shut up and rest well.
I haven't been talking much in this house because I don't see the need to talk.
Because they don't listen, they just hear for the sake of hearing.

Its very demoralizing when you find out that they don't trust you, and they don't care.
I finally understood how kids turn rebellious now and then and get themselves into trouble when they want attention.
I dont like it when you say, "just let her be"..
And I dont like it when you point at me and say, "there, she's the one you should be scolding"

Seriously, wtf.

CAR BOOT SALE

2010-01-23T03:24:00.002+11:00

Kawan-kawan sekalian!
IF you happen to be in Subang this Sunday from 11am-7pm, Drop by Subang Parade ok!
Because.. its CAR BOOT SALE on SUNDAY babeh!

&&& MY SISTER IS SELLING COOKIES N LOLLICAKES. :) Curious? COME ANSWER THEM :)

Car boot sale is held in conjunction with Children's Wish Society! :p
So COME OK! :D

Details:
Date: 24/1/10 (Sunday)
Time: 11-7pm (UNLESS sis finished stock)
Venue: Basement, Subang Parade (Behind digital one)

SEE YOU THERE buddies! :)

Then comes the end of my weekend.

2010-01-18T21:21:00.008+11:00

"Hey Joanne, Stay as long as you can ok? We need your help here."

Ahh snap! That was what my boss told me b4 I could tell him I intend to stop end of this week. Boohooo lets do the math together :)
I have 40 days left till Melbourne,
So if i work until 29/1/10, that's 11 days
Thus, 40-11=29 days
In conclusion, that leaves me another 29 days to enjoy if I work until end of January. *HAHA did u use a calculator?*
Uh well, for the sake of Uncle Chiu Ing, okay lah..

Back to rewinding the clock a lil, this weekend was nth but awesome. :) Worked like a freak for the past 12 days, so this weekend was relatively relaxing for me^^ :)

Saturday

Adele, sis and I went to one of my fav festival of the year, Japanese New Year! :) Yummylicious foood and junk! ;D Was a lil down because our very well planned Saturday was ruined due to mum's sudden trip to Vietnam >< Anyhow, she came back in time to join us for dinner^^ yay!

After dinner went to pick Judee up from Sentral Hotel :) Had a good chat with this gurl =D lolxxx. I'm sorry I was dozing off darling XD Hope u had an awesome one :p I'll c u back in Ipoh^^

Sunday

Manage to get dad to try Delicious this time! Had Duck Confit Spag, Steak, Anti Pasti and Choc cake! ZOMG its delicious man! :p Love the ambiance esp. the one @ Dua Anexxe^^ The next one I wanna go is the Delicious @ Marc Residence! :) Who's up?

Mum came up with a random idea of having steamboat for dinner! :) Had my awesome Godfamily over!^^ and we had a karaoke session! :D Food was good~ The company was greater :D Hip Hip Hooray! XD

Owwww Monday Bluesssss. :(

10.13pm

Guess wad?

2010-01-15T02:09:00.003+11:00

Loook wad came out fresh from the oven today?! :)

Its TI's newsletter! :)

And looooooook!

I'm in the team! :)
Thank you TI-M^^

Its a blessing in disguise.
Yes it prolly is.

Rest.

2010-01-14T01:34:00.004+11:00

I'm tired, mentally. I have a feeling i'm gonna need a good long rest!
I cant stop working because I'll get struck by boredom.
I cant take a break because I've got events coming up every weekend.
I'm quite reluctant to get to bed early because sleeping is such a waste of time :s
Yet sleeping is important.
Good night world! Imma rest well tonite. *hopefully* :)

10:38pm

Picture blog :)

2010-01-11T23:25:00.007+11:00

The list of good things that happened since new year :)

Finished my 2nd assignment on a research tat i've been working on for almost a month
17 pages of work! *clap clap*

Got my 'allowance' from TI-M :)

Worked in Edu fair for Studylink just for the fun of it :p

Met my good ol' high sch buddies that was also working in edu fair :)
4 of our booths were all next to each other! yeng!
KDU-Studylink-ATC-HELP booth back to back XD

meet my new found high sch friends^^

and of coz one of my awesome girlfriend from college :p

All in all :)

2010 has started off with an awesome beginning :p
Hello 2010!~ =]

8:50pm

Damn.

2010-01-10T02:47:00.004+11:00

I dont like it when you lie.
I dont like it when you assume I know.
I dont like it when you lose confidence in me.
I dont like it when you tell me what to do.
Anybody but YOU.

Fark.
I wanna go back to Melb.
I'm tired of this place.

http://i-m-home.blogspot.com/

2010-01-04T02:31:00.003+11:00

♪♫..the party don't start until I walk in..♪♫
Because I say so.

Hello 2010~

2010-01-03T03:21:00.010+11:00

2009 has finally came to an end and 2010 has just opened its doors. I havent really summed up year 2009. I wouldnt say that my 2009 was THE year of my life, but nevertheless it was memorable. Double-o-9 was a year filled with new frens, new Uni, a new way of living. From what I recall, it was a very long yet fast year. It felt like it was just yesterday that I was welcoming 2009 in Desa Parkcity!

And wow, just-so-u-know i was already welcoming 2010. :)

365 days is really not that short. I managed to shape myself into a happy jolly person as they say. Outgrown the shy-ness and into a girl overloaded with confidence. Its probably Melbourne that got me to step out and reach further. Oh wait, maybe Taylor's played a role also.:) I wouldn't say that i'm happy for who I am now and I think i could have done better. But, what is done, is done and I cant really change much of what I've become. But 2010 is going to be another year all over again, thus I'm gonna have to set the correct resolutions. Are u with me?

Intermission: 55 days to melbourne!

Its funny how much can happen in 52 weeks. I've seen the true faces of people and understood what friendship is all about. Totally agree with the statement about how making the 1st move to say hi is the key to keeping in touch. I guess people do move on after all. Nobody's going to stick around and see how you are when you are out of reach.

My biggest achievement in 2009 in this friendship part is prolly to be able to keep my very best childhood friend that I thought I will lose very close to the heart. :) Its been 10 years and counting n I'm truely grateful for she has always been right there for me when the mind is not following the heart. Its very surprising how she makes me feel home in that far away land by telling me all the random things she does everyday.

Also, there are many many many others who have cared for me during my down times. *u know who u are* Thank you very very very much is all I have to say! :) You know without all of you I wont be here blogging already. 2009 would not have been an easy year w/o u guys. specifically my girlfrens. :)

The mind has gone through lots of ups and downs in 2009, same goes to the heart. Euphoric moments and disappointments. Studies have appeared to have turned for the better but the pressure cum stress load has increased. I've turned into a total nerd i must admit. Prolly a playful one. This statement can be an insult or a compliment, depending on how you look at it.:)

Uni life in this whole new decade is going to be a b*tch i reckon. But I'll have to hang on anyhow. People always say 1st year is easy, so I cant be overjoyed and over confident and that is one big lesson to learn.

As for the ♥ life, I think i've been honest n made it quite clear to the people around me that I've had a couple of infatuations here and there but its all gone now. I feel that I am not ready to be committed yet and I'm happy single. Full stop. :)

All in all, that is all I have to say for this year. I've made them proud n I've survived down under. But I have not changed for the better, n in fact for the worse, and that is what I am worried about. Mmmm, I guess my resolution list for 2010 is going to be looooooooong. What about urs?

http://i-m-home.blogspot.com/

2009-12-26T03:12:00.003+11:00

*If you are feeling really at the top of ur mood now, please dont read this post. Dont wanna spoil ur mood.:) Read at ur own risk if you choose to read on peeps!=) dont judge k. Merry xmas!:)*

Had a pretty bad xmas this year.
Xmas lunch at Aunty Rani's house and the parents n I went to shop for a karaoke set.
A new 42" TV, BIG gigantic speakers, with sound woofers n wireless mic and all those crap=RM14k.
Well, thinking that it will be a very wonderful xmas present for boxing day tmr, the parents said that there will be no more trip to Egypt after paying the bills.
WOW, so how is that wonderful?
I dont see how does trading my trip to Egypt or some wadeva crap place in this world is worth a stupid karaoke set that i foresee, will be hardly use knowing that the parents are "heat-heat-chicken-shit" people. =.=
Urgh. Anyways its all good now, generated enough endorphins to cover up the feelings. and with a lil use of your eyes n advice. =)

N yeah, my day started off kinda screwed up because of some crapo ytd.
My whole day today was kinda ruined due to unforeseeable reasons.
My awesome present for xmas this year is = Anger Management.
The art of managing anger is yet to be learnt.
I reckon I am not handling it properly because eating up all my anger is making me cry. T.T
But hey, I'm a newbie in this whole anger management thing.
I'm gonna learn to manage it and I'm glad i noticed the importance of this art. unlike some ppl. -.-

Ok enough ranting,

Merry Christmas Peeps! :)

i hope u are still at the top of ur mood peeps. =) xoxo.

http://i-m-home.blogspot.com/

2009-12-20T01:05:00.004+11:00

Thank you for clicking in! :)
I'm sorry for the lack of updates peeps..
I'll try to update more often!
So do come back n check me out once in a while! :)
Thanksss lots readers! You are awesome. =D

Well, I'm thinking if CNY comes b4 Xmas?! :p

10:13pm

I'm alive! :)

2009-12-14T00:26:00.004+11:00

Took a week off from work and went to awesome Singapore! ^-^
Its back to work tmr! Seriously gotta pick up the momentum and get those research skills working and finish up my assignment. ><
Gonna take another day of leave on Tuesday for God-knows-wad reason! ._.
I've got so much to be done this week, so wish me luck! :)

i need happie food to put me tru this tuesday. >"<
havent had ice cream for ages! hint to Adele wong! :) *i know u will read these small prints XD*

Politics.

2009-12-05T02:46:00.003+11:00

I'm seriously stuffed with politics.
Have been working in TI-M for a week already, submitted a report and moving on to the next research! :) Something related to my econs field n politics n sth i got too overly excited abt.
Newayzz. I dunno y but i feel like i'm stranded with politics.

Research on corruption= POLITICS..

2 days ago i got an email from RMIT regarding an elective subject called the "Advanced Australian POLITICS" that i can choose. Double NO no.

This morning my uncle sent me an email abt a how they think a politician is corrupted= POLITICS.

Politics know me but I dont know politics. Triple sigh. =.=
Been working on my research for 2 days d and I'm not getting anywhere! :(
But i must say that I have wonderful colleagues!:)

On a side note, today is MY day because i got sth i've almost gave up waiting AND i got the car for tonite. Its funny how sprinting on roads can get minds off stuff. Awesomeness! :)

ALMOST. :s

2009-11-30T23:20:00.005+11:00

Woww its been 6 months since the last time i yelled so loud.
6 months ago i yelled with JOY, today i yelled because i was PISSED.
and so you know, today is such a happie + sad day.

Today is RESULTS DAY.
Guess how much sleepless night has struck me because of this.@.@
Went to bed at 1am ytd all armored for results release at 6.30am this morning.
Woke up 3 times in between to find out that my computer crashed at 6!
CPR it and it came alive again! :p thank God.

Played a round of Ravenhearst and TADA it was DOOMS hour!
I think my heart almost died!
Just so u know, my transcript looks UGLY. :(
2 effing marks to a pretty transcript. urghh.
But if u rmb my vow: "I will not pursue Juris Doctor-Law after my degree IF i dont get a DISTINCTION for my COMMERCIAL LAW this sem." -17.7.09"
My JD n my honours option r still kept open! yay! :p

Went to Impiana KLCC for one whole day of conference on Financial Politics today.
Great experience n exposure! :p
Oh n my big mouth dad has put words in my mouth and got me to work for TI-Msia for free.
I am not complaining, just not mentally prepared YET.

Forgive me for the awkward blogging style today.
Just in the right mood for this stylo milo post. =)

n yeahh thank you.♥

Dreams.

2009-11-25T10:20:00.003+11:00

Dreams are real until you wake up from them.
I've been dreaming abt lots of random people and things recently until I actually believe those are real when I wake up.
Must be the confused mind. @.@

u've been missed.

7:29am

The aging process.

2009-11-18T02:30:00.003+11:00

Dont know why but I feel that u've aged.

Maybe its called the aging process.
Can i ask you to stop putting rocks on your back?
Its definitely a catalyst of this damn process. :(

3:05am

Kay.

2009-11-12T02:53:00.003+11:00

Dare me to tell u the truth, because I will.
I just need a push and I'll spill it.

FREEEDOM!

2009-11-05T01:00:00.006+11:00

YAY!!
I'm freeeeee like a bird!! =]
I'm glad my nightmare is all over for the year!
So... wad's next?!

Movies!!
Catch ups!
Parties!!
Trips!!
n arrange my comp files! ><

Very very looking forward! =]
Thus, I kicked start my hols in a totally awesome way today by....

beating the boys in bowling! :)
BUAHAHAHAH!

Thx for the totally awesome semester guys! =]
Have a great great summer! XD

1.10am

Dizzzzy dizzzy lemon squeezy! @.@

2009-11-02T10:06:00.011+11:00

2 more days to freedom! :)
Doesn't matter wad the outcome is, i just wanna get tru this!
I want my appetite to come back! @.@
I've a feeling that evil Mr.Virus is knocking on my door already.. :(
I have to tahan until the very end!
U toooo peeps! Get enough of rest! :)

Lesson #1: Sleeeeeep early! to consolidate ur memory, says my long lost cousin. :)

More like stuffed brains.. >.<

10.10am

Thinking abt eggie makes me smile. =]

:(

2009-10-30T11:25:00.009+11:00

此刻嘅心情十分之難過
現實嘅世界原來係甘殘忍
金錢同能力比起, 金錢原來重甘多
嗰封信根本就吾屬於我
由始之終我都無資格感到開心

好想同你講,不過驚你失望
好想同他講, 不過又驚他會睇唔起我
好辛苦,好想哭
..點解過去嘅愚蠢吾可以就甘抹左去..

5.50pm

Finals starts!

2009-10-25T16:56:00.004+11:00

My schedule next week! :)
Cant wait for tmr to come and then time will fly! ^^
YAY YAY YAY! =]
Good luck to all of u!
Dont panic and just do ur best! XD

zzZZzz. nap time. not feeling very good today! :s

5:02pm

Country Road, take me home.

2009-10-23T14:29:00.004+11:00

Look readers, I know you are gonna find it shocking as u read this post.
But dont freak out, its really Joanne Lee Ching Whey typing! :)

Anyways, I'm feeling a lil weird today.
I've been thinking abt returning home and then leaving home all day today.
You'll prolly think that I am gonna rant abt how much i wanna go home again!
BUT HEY!
Today i feel different, in fact i'm sort off looking forward to this day.

Dont ask me why! I just feel this way today..

But of coz, I cant wait to go home! I cant wait to see and spend time with all of you! <3
Its just that i cant wait to come back here too coz i think i found sth that i can hardly put down at this very moment! :)

Yes yes i think my brains are screwed!
BTW, I'm surprised tooo! :) Is this a good thing or not?
I know i'm gonna regret thinking this way! @.@

2.38pm

Swot Vac!

2009-10-20T23:02:00.002+11:00

Its the time of the sem again!
Study-With-Out-Teaching-VACation!
Sighh. Wad does this signify?
Finals is NEXT week!

Just released myself from the study room after locking myself for 12 hours in there.
Omg. I feeel so sleepy n tired. :(
But I still have work to do!
I am so so so screwed! =s

LAW LAW LOL. @.@

31. :)
11.11pm

Enligthened.

2009-10-18T20:09:00.005+11:00

"Keep climbing upwards and never look back!" says Uncle Philip.
I've been enlightened by Uncle Philip, Aunty Mimi and my cousin Kenny.
Awesome family catch up yesterday!
Thank you. <3

Seriously, Why care abt the others Jo? :)
Take a break! There's much more in life.

8.13pm
One day, I wanna tell the world that I did not tax my parents for my fees just like him.. :]

Of s'es and 21s.

2009-10-16T14:35:00.004+11:00

Dear eLs,

Its funny how we can laugh and laugh and joke and joke about that certain 2 people!
Life's filled with laughter when you call.
So don't emo and smile and trust me, china pek is just one of the many good ones. =]
Hugss.

p/s: I'm sorry we burst your cap! :) Next time burst mine okayy! ^^

LOL.
Its the last day of week 12 ytd, a.k.a last for this semester and last for the year!
Finals upcoming in 2 weeks and I am definitely not prepared at all.
Thanks to those invisible yet unnecessary pressure I'm putting on myself.
Sighhh. I feel like crying.. T^T

我不要在这场比赛排最后。
你们可不可以别这么拼。
我会怕。

Adele, Lyndy, Eilene, Jean, Ling Chi and ALL the oz people that are reading this,
Study hard and all the best!!
Muakzz! ^0^

16.10.09

It all started with a breakfast date.

2009-10-11T22:11:00.006+11:00

Woke up super duper early today after agreeing to go for breakfast in that long awaited Mart130 breakfast place in St Kilda with Jean last night! :)
Definitely in a sleep deprived mood now.. zzZZzz.. @.@
But today was definitely a productive day! ^^
The weather was so so so goood! :)

Triple stack pancakes with berries n maple!
*pancake palour better!* :)

Corn fritters with bacon n sour cream!:)
*the sun! ><*

Headed to the State Library after a very fulfilling breakfast! =]
I'm so proud to be studying in Melbourne because the State Library is such an eye opener! -^^-
Will definitely head back to the library again! :) Thx Jean!! XD

Shocked! O.O

Rajin! :)

Poser! :)

Met my mentees & co. in Max Brenner on the way to safeway!
Its so nice to see them smile! =]
I reckon I've gotta do sth massive with them b4 i switch to my nerd mood. @.@

Oh oh oh n did i mention that i finally manage to oovoo a couple of my dearies a few of days back when i woke up early and found them online?! :)
Missed a few of them that were pigging!! We definitely gotta come on together one day ok babes!! :)

UK-Msia-Oz!
I miss u guys! C:

Till then, i'm sleepy= bed time! -.-

10.22pm
11.10.09
This is definitely not where I belong. I hate u.

Enough drama for the day.

2009-10-10T00:53:00.008+11:00

Today is such a long day! :)
Received both long awaited letter and email this morning!
Definitely having very confusing internal conflict at the moment.
Shall set it aside for the time being and let God do the rest. =p
He'll know wad's best for me. c:

Went for All-U-Can-Eat Sushi in Kobe Jones today!
OMG we manage to gulp down SEVEN platters of this:I reckon I had enough sushi for the month.
Anyhoww, I had a great time catching up with the girls. =]

Forgive me for the bad picture!
Cant seem to save this picture. :(
But u get the idea laa. =D

Got my Prices and Markets test 2 scores today.
Kinda disappointing but its bearable.
I'll have to make it in my finals. Oh-so-pressured! @.@
On the other hand, just got my Marketing Stimulation Game scores fresh from the oven! :)
If I didnt interpret my scores wrongly, I'm satisfied with my scores! =]

Everything seems so clear now after blogging everything abt today. :)
I'm sorry if my blog contents seems to be confusing!
There are things that I have to keep deep down yet I still have the urge of jotting down! @.@
Thus, sowiee confused readers! Thanks for bearing with me!

1.10am
Do I have a choice to live under a separate roof?

Bonds!

2009-10-05T00:21:00.005+11:00

Went for dim sum in Glen Waverly this afternoon with some RMIT friends today!
Awesome foood! Awesome atmosphere! Awesome people and Awesome weather! XD

Met up with Eilene for her late lunch after that and bubble tea!
Did not regret spending my whole evening with this lazy bump!~ :)
Thanks for having the same feelings as me!
I'll be strangled by those feelings if i dont spill them~ ^^

Thx babe~! :) mwahsss.

Happie Mooncake Festival readers!! :)

Tulips for all of u! :)

Urghh I am so so so so lazy and tired!
Jason commented that my Negligence flowchart is not good enough!
I'm suppose to do it today BUT i am so so so so LAZY! ><
Urghhh. Killl me man!

p/s: DST starts today! I am 3 hours away from KL and 10 hours away from UK again. :(

领悟。

2009-09-27T17:10:00.005+10:00

友谊是那么的脆弱
爱情更是如此的短暂

世界上最美好的两种感觉
原来是如此的残忍。

‘对不起’三个字原来可以这么轻浮。

我不了。

LOL.

2009-09-25T02:06:00.004+10:00

Loook which nerd's in the house?!Fresh from the oven!

In case u cant recognize who he is, he is my wonderfullest FBIL! :) HAHA.
Forgive the wu liao ness kk!
Its just one of those jokes to keep u awake at this hour of the day when u have simply nth to do but just bum around! XD

BTW Dealing session today was a blast!
We manage to raise $349,891,656.15 2 hours before the session ended! :) Target reached! XD
Had lots of fun laughing at the dealings! HAHA. Thank God its the last session this sem! :)

Cooperation J

Ahhh my health's screwed! :( Havent been feeling well recently.. :( :(
I cant be bothered putting up with it anymore! Have to bring medicine into the picture soon. :(
On top of that~ My bones are cracking n my muscles are aching!
Just spring cleaned the whole house tonite to welcome THE special one tomorrow! XD
My back hurts so badly now. Urghhh.
Its 2:19am! 6 hours of sleep and off i go to the airport!
Weeeeeeee! :)

The wonders of prunes. Impressive. :s

2.19am

Bimbo.

2009-09-23T09:27:00.003+10:00

Hello mates! Wakie wakie rise n shine! :)
Just read lyn's bimbo post and she sort of put me in a blogging mood today! Ahh thx darling!:p
Its a nice looking day today! The sun's up but its yet to drizzle!
Today is a totally slacking day with a 6 hour break in between 2 lectures.
Wassup man?! NERDING and catching up with my fav people it is!
Thursday may be the last day of classes BUT there's more stress to come! >"<
So yeaa. Ready. Get set. GO! :)

Look who's in the house!

My sis & co. went to Royal Melbourne Show n got me that kicik-mayung thingy.
Dino zai found a company! c: c: c:

Ahh forgive me for the total monologue-ing + syok-ing sendiri post!
I just woke up from a 12 hours sleep n definitely feel totally wrong today. :) *i dunno y i put this smiley here.*

Anyways, FRIDAY is coming! Wooooooots! XD
Off i go to class!
Tata darlings!

9.39am
23.09.2009

Week 9! :)

2009-09-20T23:00:00.008+10:00

Monday- Marc-André Hamelin's concert!
Tuesday- Honours information night
Wednesday- Nerding day
Thursday- Money Market dealing session
Friday- Nene's arrival*** + E-night @ Monash
Sat- Authur Seat Maze with MATEs.
Sunday- Tulip Festival hopefully! :)

Week 9 will pass in a blink of eye! :)
Then comes the good days.. XD
Muakssss. ^0^

On a side note..

Bon Voyage my dear Karyan! :)

How are u coping over there in UK darling?!
Dont fear a new life over there! i'm sure everything will set out well~~~~
Make lots n lots of new friends n enjoy uni life to the fullest kk darling!!
We will see each other soon definitely!
I miss every bits n pieces of time we spent together and with the sisterhoood!
Do take careee babe! All the best!! Mwahsss.

Happieee Burfdayy darling En!! :)Its been a year since this pic was taken!! Time fliesss!!
I cant wait to see u soon my dear!:)
Mwahss!

3pm

Junk.

2009-09-18T02:31:00.003+10:00

Urghh. When i am stress I tend to not notice wad's going into my mouth.
Wtf. N then I feel all the guilt coming to me. Grrrr. -.-
I was stressed. But i've released it already.
Tonite is an effing productive YET stress night i reckon.
Not studying! BUT sigh. i have to keep it to myself. Sowie darlings! :(
Wad stays in this room will stay in this room.
Anyhow I am glad its all over and all i nit to do now is wait. :)

Recent social mood: ZERO.
I'm sorry if i m splashing cold water to our conversations. But this is just not the right time to talk. Gimme another week or so okayy?

Tmr will be my last friday without you. Loves.

2.39am

Plz let me rant for once. :(

2009-09-16T12:48:00.003+10:00

STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED!!!

Very very very effing confused now.
My heart's in a mess. My mind's in a mess.
I dont know what my heart is saying.
I wanna throw everything out but I cant!
I need a listener that is deaf!
There are so many things that I have to keep to myself.
What happen to those tear glands!! I WANNA CRY. T.T

BURN those forms! URGH.
It is so so depressing to be sitting in front of the comp waiting for emails. :(

Dont ask! :(

12.41pm

Volunteer.

2009-09-13T16:47:00.010+10:00

Do u know how great it feels to be giving back to the community?! :)
Volunteer work dont pay, but it heals the heart.
Its definitely worth to spend some time n get out of books and get the volunteer work going!

Went Spring tree planting in Royal Park in Parkville last sat with Jeanne n Chris!
We dug holes, planted and watered almost 20 plants i reckon!
Good job girls! =p
My butt hurts now tho after all the standing n squatting.. Sighh old d.. :(

Me, Chris, Jeanne!

One whole stretch to plant! @.@

Spot my 1st plant! :)

N of coz free food for the hardworking people!
Arabian cuisine! I am officially addicted to Arabian cuisine! Yummmylicious! XD
N freee Henna tattooo for us tooo! :) Definitely enjoyed myself!

Thx Jeanne for the invitation! XD

Went for a drink with Mickey the day b4~
Got to know a lot of people!:) N i think i was sort of hallucinating that nite..
Very unexpected but definitely a great nite anyhow! =D
I guess i needed to give back to the community to bury the guilt of alcohol.. :s

Me n Mickey! :)

And on a side note.. I'm loving uni! :) ♥

p/s: Friday is coming! shit shit shit shit shit! STOP PRESSURING ME! T.T

10.14pm

Week 7 n counting.

2009-09-11T17:36:00.008+10:00

2 more weeks of sucky cooking!
4 more weeks of classes!
6 more weeks of slacking!
8 more weeks of sem 2!
10 more weeks of Aussie!
11 more weeks of being 18!

Wooots!
Excuse me for looking rather ahead! c:
I'm out of words! lolx.
zzZZzz.

RMIT's fire drill:

Millions of RMIT people flooded Melbourne's busiest street!
Epic.

I'm in lurve with my darling adele wong!
Thx for everything babe!^-^

6.03pm

SPRING!

2009-09-04T00:23:00.000+10:00

WEEE!
Spring is officially here!! XD
Showers n thunder storm n the HEAT! N pweety flowers of coz! XD
Awesome stuff! ♥

12.38am
1st day of spring! =D

5 days left.

2009-09-02T02:00:00.002+10:00

I spent the 1st 5 days of my break doing this...........

I am so gonna regret. @.@
我真的不敢想像我在忙着做梦的时候"他们"却在做什么... =.=

2.02am

Break.

2009-08-29T19:45:00.004+10:00

MID SEM BREAK! Weeeeee.
I so cannot imagine i am still here breathing!
Thursday did not kill me. I SURVIVED!
Yay me people! YAY!=))

N yay us! :)
We made 64 million dollars!

My 1st mcd after 200 days in oz!
Happie food to release stress! =)

I officially spent my 1st day of break eating. taking medications. n SLEEPING.
Babi betul! :) n Yes I am still sick! @.@ Reason being I skipped a couple of days of meds. My bad. :(
But i enjoy just that very moment of not having UNIVERSITY in mind!
Totally RELAXED. not until an email arrived in my inbox n sort of bugged me. :(

Sighh.
Anyhoww. I am glad i am still surviving.
There is more to come! This break is not all about resting!
I have another paper after the break. URGH. @.@

Anyhow,

Happiee belated Burfday Jone! :)How nice to be hanging out with them after a long stresss thursday!

p/s: I am going to lodge an application to another uni. Hopefully the outcome will follow wad my heart says. :S

8.00pm

Enough.

2009-08-26T03:41:00.005+10:00

..I'm very very screwed n stressed..

Nuff said.

This is prolly the last congratulatory letter i'll b getting from RMIT's School of Economics, Finance n Marketing.
Such a motivation. Yet a burden.
I'm gonna have to pin this up my wall.

Marketing test tmr. Micro, Com law test n dealing session on thurs! Yes Fail them jo! :(
I wanna go home...

4am

Bon Voyage Nat.

2009-08-24T03:59:00.004+10:00

To the pwetty babe tat's leaving for Hong Kong tmr..

G11's where we met. More specifically biology lab was where we 1st met! :)
I rmb tat was the 2nd week of college n U were with Huey Ren meeting us for the 1st time in ur whole entire life.
N i tot "Geez y do they look so alike!"
Just so u know, I always got both of u mixed up! Sorryyy my bad! :(

Throughout the year we weren't close.
A couple of hi-byes, teasing each other n outings then comes the full stop to that good o' carefree college life!
Ahh how time fliess! :(

Clearly we hardly took pics together!

This lovely girl here..
Dunno how we got closer after I came over to Melb!
We started talking more often tru msn n skype..
All the book recommendations she gave were awesome!
N she was always there for me when my blog says that i was down n depressed.
I seriously seriously appreciate it nat! Thank kew for reading my blog! n everything! :D

I remember reading ur blog abt u getting a place in HKU, I was so so so happie for u!
Do u rmb that time in skype, when u wanted to test ur Cantonese?
HAHAHA. I seriously cudnt stop laughingg! A rojak of 3 languages in a 3 word phrase!
I can never never forget that Nat! :p
BUT BUT BUT I shall hold my laughter for now, because i know the next time I see u, U'll speak more fluent than me already!
Then we can converse in Cantonese n text in Cantonese! It will be so much fun! :)

I'm sure I'll see u back in Dec in that place that we call home!
N we will build more memories together! N have more BBQs in ur hse till late night! :)
N if i ever get a chance to go to Hong Kong, promise me to let me bum in ur rooom n bring me to all the good foooood okay babe! =)
So now, I shall assign u to explore the whole of HK on my behalf!
No time to emo ok darlingg! =)

Here, I wish u all the best girl!
Fly safe n do take care!
U'll be badly missed by all of us. But we WILL see u sooooon! :)
Have fun n Study hard Natalie Ang!
God bless ya.
Lots of hugs n loves from me to u! :)

p/s: Let me know ur HK add n phone number when u get it ok! Mwahss. ^0^

-Jo-
4.29am
24.08.2009

1st medic cert.

2009-08-23T01:05:00.003+10:00

Got my 1st Medical Certificate today!
Should frame it up maybee. Proudd! =D *fan fan. lol!*
Lectured by dad ytd n mum kept bugging me to see a doc. :(
Poor nene keep texting me to check on me! :) :) I heart my family!

Newayzz, not H1N1 peeps! no worries. :)
Just normal viral flu. @.@
Thank you all for checking on me!
I will get well soon okay! XD

I'm such a failure when it comes to taking care of myself when i fall sick.
I've been so out of my mind recently just thinking abt next thursday. :(
Urghhh. Hard core studying in progress!
But doc ask me to rest n sleep n slack n bum at home this weekend!
Not likely to happen! but the medication is making me so so so so so sleeeepy!
zzzZZZzzz.

Lesson: DONT FALL SICK! Take good care of urselves! all of u! =)

1.13am

Dealing session!

2009-08-20T21:52:00.004+10:00

The only happening thing that I wanna share today is...

Financial Market's practice dealing session! :)

Class in a place filled withh phones! :)
Suppose to trade foreign currencies between teams n make a profit out of it!

Trust me, we had other teams calling us to order pizza.
LOL LOL LOL.

Team Awesome! a.k.a Bank A!
A$4000 profit we made.
Cool stuff! :)

Down with Sore throat n Fever.
Bad timing. >"<
I must get well sooon. =(

10.05pm

Finally ended.

2009-08-19T10:47:00.005+10:00

Today was a very bad dayy.

Body's aching. Throat's soaring. Stomach upset.

Very hard day altogether.@.@
Anyhoww I am glad all's over.
N i can smilee n tell the world that I've finished my com law tute hw!
Nth to be proud abt coz i technically scribble through and hope for the best tmr!
Tmr will be another long day i knoww, n it wont get any better until next week's over. T.T
Emo siaoo. Sobss. T.T

When life gives you lemon, throw durians back at it!
Stand up jo! :)
I want nene, gor jac, lpz n darling dele. =(

11:36pm

An unproductive day.

2009-08-16T03:43:00.006+10:00

A day half well spent! :)
Fulfilled my winter bbq wish tat i simply mentioned a couple of weeks ago n my sis's dying-to-bbq mood.
See how sisters think crazily alikee. =D
Lol lol.

Winter=Windy=Tornado!

Paper cups n plates flying everywhere!
Even the blardy tin foil turned down on me. @.@

Even people oso can fly! lol.

Anyhowww. I had a great timee. apart from the hang over from giant gor's b'd party last nite!
Massively bad idea to drink when u have a series of party ahead of u. @.@
N Jone n Michael n Loong managed to make it afterall!
Takeee care Michael! =D N thx for coming guyss. XD

After the essence of the BBQ, i literally slept.
Slept until now lorr!
Y do i always nit these kinda long sleep now n then..
Urghh. >.<

Added on at 12:34pm fresh from the oven: Bye bye piggiee!
Thanks for accompanying me these two weeks..=D
Happiee returning with all the bruises! HAHA!
Fly safeee n Take caree alright!
Hugsss.

过了有效期时间拉长距离只能用等待交换一个原因...

4am
16.8.09

week 4/12 :)

2009-08-13T02:44:00.004+10:00

I have a 9.30am tute tomorrow. please ask me why I am still here!
My hand has been jogging for almost 4 hours on 12 pages of papers scribbling answers for 3 questions from my law tute tomorrow morning~
Urghh Law is cool~ but but I am thinking twice abt it ady~ >"<
So i guess too much of a hand exercise makes the brains awake tooo ehh..

Days have been bittersweet recently..
Bitter bitter coz uni work n stress is starting to pile up..
Sweeet because of a certain reason laa~
But but both bitter and sweet sort of balanced but not enough to cover my worries for the exams end of this semester!
Very emotional~ But but but.. study hard n persevere is all i can say to myself at this very moment~

Anyhoww,

HaPpiE belated 21st bUrfdAy Samuel~~Stupid pigg. Stop bullying me! >.<
lol lol lol. =]
Hope u enjoyed ur nite the other day!
n n n be patient larrr! 好戏在后头嘛～

tick tock tick tock.. Sked!

3am
13.08.09

Moments.

2009-08-10T01:40:00.004+10:00

Times like these are moments i heart.
But good things dont last forever.
N bad things dont stay long.
Especially when one is running with the clock.
Precious moments like this will just fade with time....
Thank you for making things feel so real.. :)

Emo para.. Paisehh..
BTW!
Today's Yen Theng's B'd!

Happie Burfday Yen Theng!! :)

Hope u had a blast!! =D
See u sooon!

1.52am

放弃吧

2009-08-05T00:00:00.000+10:00

糟糕～～
今天怎么有点自暴自弃的感觉耶～
暴饮暴食～什么都暴～
上法律课后坐在图书馆里面自闭～
盲目地望着眼前的书本却怎么读也挤不进这个快爆炸的脑袋～
天啊～这四个月要怎么熬啊～～～～
祝福我吧！

亲爱的外婆～～～
生日快乐！！

要常常保持可爱，青春和健康哦～～
很快就会看到你咯～～～～ =D
爱你！Muakssss! ^0^

******
Just got this pic from Jia ye~ :)

This was us a couple of weeks back when he came over~ XD

ada udang di sebalik batu~

12am

August.

2009-08-03T17:22:00.004+10:00

Here comes the month of August! :)
My calender doesnt look very exciting tho! >"<
Nevertheless, its one month closer to home!

Highlight of the month!
Aunty Val is coming to town end of this month!!
YAY! <3

Its gonna be a long wait tho!
I cant wait till then because by then I wud have gotten a grip of Commercial law n this topsy turvy time management of mine.

I certainly enjoy my bedtime stories-com law. =D

Time will tell.

5.43pm

Drama-nyee

2009-07-31T23:59:00.005+10:00

Today felt like a really long day.
Lots n lots n lots n lots of things happened.

1. I manage to get my return ticket to Melbourne from KL on the date i wanted!
2. Mum's planning a trip to Japan!! ^^
3. JR ate the whole my-sister-baked-brownies and was rushed to the vet.. :(
4. Hang out with Samuel today!
5. Met the very good looking guy from bowling n talked a lil! :)
6. Went to Freedom to look for Sam n dot dot dot!!! XD

Good things definitely outweighed the bad things..
Therefore I am flying sky high today! Weeeeeeee~XD

Welcome back Mr Wong! :)

12.48am

Laughs.

2009-07-29T00:23:00.003+10:00

Its so funny when u bring people that eat only pizzas n pastas n subways in their whole entire life to a msian restaurant!
Its especially funny to see their traumatic expressions on their faces when u mention the word "nasi lemak"!
N its even funnier when u have an Australian fren encouraging the others to try msian food!

Anthony. Andre. Me. Jon

One thing for sure that u'll definitely laugh ur heads off is that..
Somebody that does not know how to use chopsticks teaches the other how to use a pair of chopsticks!

How cud so much comedy happen in one day?! >.<

Proud to be Malaysian. <3

12.35am

A day i wish nvr ended.

2009-07-27T03:46:00.008+10:00

Sat: 25th July 2009

Dear diary,

Today was definitely a blast!
Everything fell into place so perfectly.
I really wished this day never ever ended!
Because good things were rolling down like a snow ball~

I went for bowling with 63 other people from the Foundation Studies Mentoring Program (FSMP) tat morning.
Just when i was deciding whether to go or not, i still went after all n definitely did not regret it at all! =)
Met lots of wonderful people! Kind and friendly people! XD
I had a really fun bunch of lane buddies and I reckon we were most probably the noisiest group in there! =)

Our hands! =)

Thanks Jade for making this happen!

If it werent because of him tat got me in, I wudnt have had so much fun today! =)

After bowling a few of us went for food hunting!
But I had to "fast" because I was meeting my darling eilene for dinner!
So so I cud oni watch them eat!
But good berbonding times pass really fast! :(

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Met up with Eilene in the train station tat evening!
Had Boost juice n chilled outside the state library!
I spilled beans! Lots n lots of beans!
But i nvr regretted it because she made me feel better in a way! Thx darling! =)

Thumbs down for clear soup! *being sarcastic*

Had sze chuan steamboat for dinner that night with loong n jia shen.
FULL FULL FULL.
I think i almost vomited!
It was a good dinner tho! Apart from all the sweating n sniffing n sobbing!
I cant imagine we are malaysians! This spicy ma la sup totally knocked 4 of us out! =.=
But good experience maa! XD

Thumbs up for 麻辣! *sarcasm*

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After dinner came home to skype with Nene all the way from ipoh! =)
Ahhh emoness but I really wished we cud talked longer! T.T
The line broked after a while n i cudnt even take a good picture~ Sobss. T.T

I miss my grandparents!

Then skyped with Henri Tan oso!
Very random but this guy never fail to make me smile~~ =D
Thank kew Henri Tan! XD

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Dear diary,

If everyday is gonna turn out like this day..
I will definitely be the happiest gurl on earth!
Lovess.

Its hard to get u out of my mind.

4.30am

Big Hugss.

2009-07-25T02:38:00.004+10:00

Piggiee,
I know u will see this..
Today was hard a hard day for u definitely.
Please remember u still have us with u in this battle!
U must take care of urself n stay strong ok!
I wanna see the happie cheerful you again!
It takes time but I know you can!
Ganbate!
Lovess.

3:21am

1st day.

2009-07-21T23:31:00.004+10:00

1st day of uni today!

A lil different from the 1st day last sem!

I didnt have the urge to get to know more people anymore..

Which i probably a bad sign.. >.<

Generally today was a great kick start for the sem!

AND i had my 1st commercial law lecture today!

We will definitely have a BLAST in this sub this sem!

Honestly, it aint as bad as I imagined. :)

Met up Claud for lunch!

Unfortunately we dont have any lectures together this sem.

But have no fear! We can still bond by having lunch together! :)

BTW. Today is one of my G11's bro's big day!

I still hvnt officially wished him yet and he is probably kinda mad at me now! :)

Are u Henri Tan?! XD

hApPiE bUrfdAy Henri Tan Kok Yan!!!

Hope u are having a blasting day! :)

U were there for me during the times I needed ears.

U would call me at any random day when I least expect.

U usually update me about anything under the sun every now and then.

U are the one that will hint me when things are cracking and falling apart.

U are always the chillax one whenever the whole world is in a mess.

U are the sporting one and hang around with others and tat is wad makes u so special!

I feel calm around you and I can possibly tell u everything under the moon!

I appreciate u as a brother Henri Tan!

That will NEVER change! N our bonds together with the gang will always hang on!

I miss u brother! :)

Do take care okay!

I cant wait to see u soooon!

I feel for u, Post it notes.

12.00am

A walk to remember.

2009-07-20T20:11:00.010+10:00

"Love is patient, Love is kind.

It does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

The book is definitely better than the movie!

U cant afford to miss this! :)

Good night. ;)

Happiness. =)

2009-07-19T00:34:00.007+10:00

Met up with one of my long lost girl fren- sOo LinG cHi today!

We've been frens for 7 years n counting! Whooshh! XD

Technically today was a great day out~ =)

Its one of those days where u can throw everything aside and just be the old you for a day!

Loves. <3

In the photo sticker booth a.k.a 大头贴!

U'll get a fine of AUD 100 if they catch u using ur own camera!

BUT noe-ing msians, we ignore those signs and get away with it! lol lol lol. =)

But we paid for the booth okayss!

where got so kedekut! =)

We met up with my sis, ron n loong for Harry Potter in the evening!

Yaysss! And as promised, i got my ice cream this time!

Banana Choc Top! Yumsss!

Very expensive tho! n its one of those where u have to buy a movie ticket to get into that area to buy the ice cream..

Heart broken..

Sis n me n our ice cream tat comes in plastic bags! Cute! =)

HP was good i must say!

n no i din fall asleep this time like i did for Transformers! HAHA. oOps.

All in all..

More of these days will definitely make my upcoming 4 months pass really fast! =)

Mwakzzz. =X

p/s: uh oh. i'm coming up with a sore throat. oh no oh no oh no oh no. y now? >"<

bridge?

1.14am

No reasons.

2009-07-17T11:15:00.005+10:00

Thank you all for the kindness and the time taken to read my previous 'essay-like' blog.

I know i seldom blog tat way n usually its a very emo-fied post.

But thank you thank you thank you every single one of u for emailing, msn-ing, skyping n leaving blog comments to talk me out of things.

I'm fine now with just a couple of things hogging my tiny-beany mind.

At least i've got out of the verge of exploding!

On the up up up side, i'm very happie with the Longchamp bag mum bought me b4 she left.

I rmb having tat debate with her that morning abt branded bags and hell, i think we almost fought in that cafe!

But anyhow, I m very much happie with it besides the fact that i love the WHITE but its the magnet of DIRT n STAINS. hmmm.

Thxx mummy! =)

On the other hand, I was on my way to dinner ytd and my sis checked the mail box!

N then I caught a glimpse of a bottle in the mailbox and i was thinking "which drunk freak threw his alcohol bottle in our letterbox?"

LOL. Took a closer look and it was for me!!

It was rolls n rolls of letters from my darling bro bro!!

So so so so so effing happieeeee! U really really made my day bro!=)

I love yaaaa! XD

Also yesterday nite itself i went to yum cha with Gigi after dinner!

I hvnt been out so late for such a long long long time!

Ahhh i love our bonding sessions! =))

So many days of sleeping late training actually came into use!

I came home abt 4am n I wasnt sleeeeeeepyyy!

I call tat insomia i guess!

OH n n n n I've finally told mum tat "Slow and steady wins the race!"

I've decided to take only 4 subjects next sem..

N also let go the job opportunities and put all my heads into books!

Listen up readers! please be my witness!

"I will not continue to take up Juris Doctor-Law after my degree IF i dont get a DISTINCTION for my COMMERCIAL LAW next sem!"

*pheww its taking me a lot of courage to write this down.. breathes..*

kayss.. Overall I enjoyed every single bit of ytd!

I guess tat sums up the frustrations of my previous blog!

Thank God for walking me through those hard times..

I am reading A Walk to Remember noww!

Thx nat for the intro!! I love the book! =))

Happieee Burfdayy F.B.I.L!! =)

Ehhh Its ur bd man!

Get a life! Instead of Dota-ing in front of me now!

Anyhoww, Thxx for everything!=)

Tatas readers! XD Heart u!

one day when i stop writing lil notes like these, plz congratulate me because it will mean tat i've learnt to let things go.

2.42pm

So many things.

2009-07-15T03:39:00.004+10:00

I have so many things running tru my mind. And I have to admit that i hv been very very very emotional lately. The feeeling of joy and sorrow crashing together is definitely NOT sth u would wanna go tru. Frankly, i am suppose to be overjoyed now as if i've gotten a TER 99.9 for year 12 or straight A's for SPM. BUT no. i am not. Who gets 4 high distictions out of 4 subjects for her semester and feels sad as tho she has just lost her favourite pet! Tat's ME. Wad else cud u ask for joanne lee? I'm seriously not trying to brag abt the 4 HDs i've achieved. I am just feeling lost because many many things happened after that.

Have u ever felt sad because the people u care for is feeling torn and tatter and going tru awful hell situations? U try and try and try to mend things back together for that someone but it doesnt work at all? Wad will u do and how will u feel?! And then another friendship thing starts jamming ur head and u blame urself for this cold stony relationship that turned out this way. not long after that u found that a friendship conflict comes into ur way all over again and u waste ur tears and emotions for the wrong things in life and for the people that is making ur life so hard. but u just cant care less because tat certain somebody is ur fren after all. and then comes homesick again. your mum leaves u and u are feeling emo because u miss her presence. Home is 4 months away but u cant imagine how 4 months is gonna pass. Ur uni starts in 5 days time and u are totally unprepared for it. You still cant decide whether to work or take up another subject as ur mum wished. when all these come together, WAD ARE U TO DO? I dont give a damn for wad i'm blogging right now n just so u know i am very pissed n lost n confused and i cant care more for how you feel! urgh I nit to yell i nit ice cream i nit friendship hugs.

On the up side, I am thankful to have friends that listen to me. I may be childish and wat-so-ever. but thank kew for putting up with me, Adele, Lyn and Samuel. =>

I'm not that girl

2009-07-12T05:31:00.003+10:00

Mum n I went to Regent Theatre to watch Wicked Broadway on wed night.

Wicked tells the story b4 Alice in the Wonderland.

It tells the story of Wizard of Oz!

It was a really great show! N the songs were fantastic!! =))

I love this song!! =))

Listen okiii! XD

Hands touch, eyes meet

Sudden silence, sudden heat

Hearts leap in a giddy whirl

He could be that boy

But I'm not that girl:

Don't dream too far

Don't lose sight of who you are

Don't remember that rush of joy

He could be that boy

I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal

To the land of what-might-have-been

But that doesn't soften the ache we feel

When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb

She who's winsome, she wins him

Gold hair with a gentle curl

That's the girl he chose

And Heaven knows

I'm not that girl

Don't wish, don't start

Wishing only wounds the heart

I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl

There's a girl I know

He loves her so

I'm not that girl

I'm worried. Do u hear me?

5.35am

The Return.

2009-07-09T00:45:00.007+10:00

I've been so ignorant to the things around me,

N annoyed by all the happenings,

N easily irritated by little little things.

I feel like I am back to the old me that i've been trying really hard to change.

N this seriously sucks.

The words they say have hidden thorns.

The things they do bleed one's heart.

The way they act is hard to bear.

I cannot be wearing a mask walking around.

I cannot be who I dont wanna be.

but for the position I am in now, I have to fake it through my way.

Welcome back, the old me.

BTW, the wait is over!

Here's us with a missing u.

p/s: Ohh n I have to start to learn to accept the fact that when u have long hair, it still looks the same AFTER a 55 dollar hair cut! Heartache leh! >.<

Mum suggested that I shud accelerate my course and do 5 subs instead of 4.

I'm thinking really hard abt this.

Can I cope? Is this wise?

I'm all confused now.

Y am I thinking twice abt 5 subjects when we had 11 subjects in SPM n it wasnt even an issue?

Yes? No?

Don't wish, don't start

Wishing only wounds the heart.

1.03am

The wait.

2009-07-04T22:28:00.006+10:00

Here I am.. Waiting for that moment to come..

Sitting by the sofa blogging while watching the clock ticks n tocks..

Mum's finally arriving this midnight! =)

I dunno how I'm feeling now.. Immuned to all the ups and downs perhaps.. >.<

Anyhoww, I've got a hair cut..

To be honest, there isnt much difference after i blow my hair and all..

The weather in Melbourne has gone a lil haywire..

Which gives me another excuse for not making my hair look nice everyday b4 i step out of the house.. =)

Me me me. =)

On the other hand... I've officially survived in Melbourne longer than the days I have left till I finally get home!

Time will fly i know.. =)

Finally..

a GREAT BIG c0nGrAtUlAti0nS to my Bro - Lim s0o yEe for obtaining high scores for her degreee!

I'm so happie for u my dear.. <3

Hard work definitely paid off! =))

I wanna be like u toooooo! XD

kk sowie dear readers..

I've gotta admit that I dunno wad got into me today..

I'm blogging in a very moody mood if u notice..

My heart feels really confused n annoyed for God-knows-wad reason..

Please hang in there with me..

are u made of ice?

10:52pm

The Unexpected.

2009-07-01T02:37:00.008+10:00

My walking courier- Ron Yap is finally back! =)

Weeeeeeeeeee!

Everything is suppose to seem more "colourful" n noisy now apparently.

Have been looking forward to him coming back here all these while!

Not because of him! but its wad in his luggage! HAHA. *ouch ouch kidding!*

Thank keww FBIL! XD

LOOK! O.O

THINGS TO KILL TIME ALL THE WAY FROM HOME!

Look closer! Do u spot an envelope with my big name written on it?! =)

The Unexpected #1:

A letter inside that stack of coloured papers!

Guess who?!

Definitely my very thoughtful childhood friend that is walking me through everyday over here. =) - Adele Wong. XD

The Unexpected #2:

Then then today I came home n saw a postcard for me! =)

Ahhh who could it be?!

9 Danish krone? A post card from Denmark!

Must be my beloved bro bro tat was traveling around germany!

N the familiar long lost hand writings!!

Its definitely my bro bro that I'm misssing so much!~~~~

Seee wad I mean by I am blessed with good friends! =)

I seriously love my girlfriends! <3

Thank youuuuuuuuuu very much darlings! I miss eu girls!

On a side note..

I FINALLY got time to meet up with this long lost brother bear of mine!

OMG lahh. Feels like just yesterday I saw him!

Time flies man!!

In no time we will be back in msia again!

So hang in there darlings! WE WILL BE BACK! =)

May ur lucky charms b with u. hugss.

3am

Notice.

2009-06-27T21:53:00.010+10:00

Suddenly realized that i've been standing on foreign land all these while,

n breathing air that smells nothing like home.

But the taste of this foreign country isn't that bad either.

N everything holds up when u get to stay in a home of ur own.

I'm definitely the luckiest person on earth.

Am i too blunt to actually just realize this?

Hopefully not. I learnt this tru the hard way. >.<

Yours truly n her "turkey". =)

Yet a great nite out. =)

Distance. Distant. Faith. Fade.

10pm

Of soft drinks n Coca-colaaa. =)

2009-06-26T15:47:00.005+10:00

Oh look who's in the house!

Claudyaaa Tan! =)

Hehehe.

Happpieee 21st Burfdaaayyy girl~~~ XD

Gigi n I went to DFO to grab my white boots ytd n headed straight to the city to meet up with Claudya~ =) THE burfday girl~!

We planned to catch Transformers in the Cinema! *my 1st time*

Hehehe. Trust meee. i think i totally lost touch with watching movies in the cinema~

coz i was apparently watching a thumbs-up movie- TRANSFORMER but but I was falling asleeeep!

Must be the lighting! Dont kill meeee fans of transformer! =)

Movie tix here are made of "receipt" material paper! O.O

Anywayzzz. Its my 1st time watching movie in Aussiee!

Whoaaaa. The cinema was superbly BIGGG.

Twice the size of our BIG cinema in GSC. =)

Overall my 1st experience in Hoyts was good!

Apart from not getting caramel popcorns here.. =(

But I'm not a very big fan of it.. So it doesnt really affect me! XD

Rmb how I used to enjoy sneaking Mcd choc sundae into the cinema back home?!

Apparently we can OPENLY bring food in here! =)

Definitely wanna pay another visit to Hoyts again..

Next time along with my chocolate sundae!

Weeeeeeeeeeeee! XD

Ohh A side note for Looong's fellow brothers n sistas~

He has arrived melbourne safely. =)

I nit to drink.. Tonite shall be it. =)

4.06pm

Thank-Full. =)

2009-06-25T02:41:00.007+10:00

Ytd was a fulfilling day! =)

Gigi n I went for an International Student Discussion thingy n contributed SOME ideas just to get two free movie passes to Hoyts! weeeeeeeee! =)

Ada Udang di Sebelah Batu! ngek ngek ngek. Typical Malaysians! XD

Newayzz. I am glad! 2 free movie passes, met a few new peoplee, killed time n a FULLL-filling dinner!!=)

Gigi's bro n bf coooked dinner! =)

Bak Kut Teh!! XD Weeeeeeee! Thx for the dinner!!

It was really gooood! XD Can beat KL bkt! Hehehee.

I had a great timee eating n laughing at our driving experience!! =)

THEN guess WAD we had for dessert!!

DING DING DING! DURIANNNNN!!

Hahahahaa. OMGnesss.

This is NOT real durian! This is FROZEN durian from the Supermarket!

BUT it taste as good! HAHA. =D

The smell doesnt come until the second ur teeth land of the durian!

Which is probably a good thing! otherwise u'll get all the ang moh neighbours knocking on ur door! lol.

*Piggieee.. Get tissue wipe saliva! Dont spoil ur keyboard! HAHA..*

After tat gigi ng hui gi stayed over my place! =)

N we went window shopping at DFO today to kill my emo-nesssss.

Sighh My mum might not come over this hols. I'm all so emo when i got tat news.

But thxx Gi for cheering me up n chilling with me!=)

I cant wait for tmr n the day after! XD

WHITE ANKLE BOOTS I'M COMING FOR U! Weeeeee!

TRANSFORMER I AM COMING FOR U TOOOO!

HAIR SALOOON I AM SO SO GONNA COME FOR U AS WELL!

Wait up for me! ^^

N i must say I am super super super thankful to have Adele Wong Li-Peng in my life! =)

She is such a superb! N definitely a blessing!

N yesss. I definitely feel so super privileged! ^0^

I heart u girl!

N n n thankful toooo to have readers like YOU to read my filled-with-crapness posts! =)

I seriously dunno wad am I going to be like w/o blogging!

hehehee. Thank youuu all~~ <3

Hmmm I am super hyper at this very moment! Mr chow not looking for me today! I've been such a pig for the past few dayss. Urghh. Do ppl get tired of sleeping? I wonder.

Oh noooo. not another oneeeeee!

3.18am

Skies.

2009-06-23T02:19:00.004+10:00

Got the news that dad will defer his air ticket to nov this morning.

Heart shattered to pieces.

All those things I looked forward to shall now be of empty hopes.

If u ask me wad do I hate most now, I'll say blardy H1N1.

Sighh.

Anyhow, life moves on.

There is still a strand of hope. Just a tiny willy chance of MAS rejecting his deferment.

I'll see mum anyway. =)

For now, Mr Chow is finally calling me. Good night readers. XD

I like this feeling. N i wanna keep this. I dont wanna ruin things. I shall keep this deep down unless mentioned 1st.

3am