"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn..

...its alrite because I like the way it hurts"

Dear God,

I am having a tough time right now. 
I can't concentrate, I am falling into pieces.
My heart is shedding, I can't pick myself up.
Its been 6 months since, and the pain is unbearable.

Please walk me tru my next 3 papers.
Please hear me out, and lead me to somewhere I belong, where I can be just the way I am.

I cant be distracted right now. Urgh.  :<

Just tot I'd make a note

Saw a pigeon outside uni today.
It was sitting by the side of another dying pigeon who was already lying on the floor.
That pigeon looked as if it was protecting the dying bird. :'(
People walk passed and looked, and hack, it attracted a crowd, and cameras!

Nathar said he would lie next to my tombstone when I die.
So I am just keeping a record of this. :)
Then he went on to say: "Tombstone is too expensive, can you be cremated instead? Then I will spread ur ashes around our beautiful garden, then I'll feel your presence when I am sitting in the garden."

So sweet right. I knowww.

Then he continued, "after you die, I will torture all the spoilt dogs that you've protected."

*Speechless* I'll die with my dogs Nathar. :)

1:41am
28/10/2010

MIA

Omgg I havent blogged for 2 months! WOW.
I've clearly been busy changing the world lately =)
N when I blog in the midst of a busy period, u know sth is bothering me.

Well, fortunately this time it doesnt work this way.
Just wanna update this blog and share the good stuff :)

Got the Golden Key Award!
Sth that my 1st year buddies and I were working hard to achieve!
I checked my mailbox everyday to the extent that my sis tot I was waiting for a letter from my lover.
Hahaha.

Jean and I got a conditional offer to work for Securities Commission Malaysia upon graduation!
Its my first ever job interview and I got the job! =)
Double triple happiness! ^-^

Weeeee! N also that that somebody,

Why do you always spoil me? :)

Its that time of the sem again! Matilah ku.

17.10.10

The story of Love and Ego :)

Once upon a time, there was an island, where all the feelings lived together. Love, Joy, Peace, Wonder, Amazement, Awe, even hatred & envy and all those you can think of... One day there was a storm in the sea and the island was about to get drowned. Every feeling was scared but Love made a boat to escape. Every feeling boarded the boat. One feeling was left behind. Love got down to see who it was.

It was EGO

 Love tried and tried but ego wasn't moving meanwhile the water was rising by the minute. Every one asked love to leave him and come on the boat, but love was made to love, he could not leave Ego alone to die. At last all the feelings escaped and Love died with ego on the island.

Love dies because of EGO.

Last day of Hols

Finally have time to slack at home and read blogs after blogs trying to catch up with life of the others.

Parents left ytd, hence the free time today =)
Too bad its the last day of hols today, a.k.a UNI STARTS TMR!
BOOOOHOOOO =(

FREEDOM!

Hey world! =)
I'm alive and I survived the dreadful exam papers =p
Enjoying the burden-less life atm!
And this is what I've done so far..