Moodswings.

Today is just lk any other random day.
I was struck with the news of us hving to move to a bigger n further apartment.
I dunno wad I was hesitating abt.
Its so so not me to feel reluctant to stay in a bigger place.
I mean, Who wudnt wanna stay in a bigger apartment?

But.
I feel really nice in this lil shoe box.
This lil shoe box has definitely more pros than Neo 200 @ Spencer St.
U cant hv the best of both sides.
Its either big, or the gd location.
I choose location.
Esp with Jean staying just above my head, I feel more reluctant to move.

Then then I talked to chew ping n karyan. Read Lutz Daddy's msg on facebook.
Talked abt singing k. Talked abt msia. Abt N2o. MCA. G11. Abt Lutz.
I tot abt all of u.
Tears tat hv been filling my lil eye finally burst out.
Tat's my limit. Less than a week n I feel lk going home.
Maybe this is wad u call, the after effect. Homesick.

I din tot it wud be this hard to be out here. Esp with sis, ron n giant ard.
U are not alone, Jo.
But self comfort doesnt work on me.
I am not mentally stronger than u bro. T.T
Definitely not. >.<

I m going to Chadstone with some of my dearest G11 tmr.
I think I cant leave w/o them d.
Orientation starts on Tues.
Will things b better? =(