Damn.

I dont like it when you lie.
I dont like it when you assume I know.
I dont like it when you lose confidence in me.
I dont like it when you tell me what to do.
Anybody but YOU.

Fark.
I wanna go back to Melb.
I'm tired of this place.

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♪♫..the party don't start until I walk in..♪♫
Because I say so.

Hello 2010~

2009 has finally came to an end and 2010 has just opened its doors. I havent really summed up year 2009. I wouldnt say that my 2009 was THE year of my life, but nevertheless it was memorable. Double-o-9 was a year filled with new frens, new Uni, a new way of living. From what I recall, it was a very long yet fast year. It felt like it was just yesterday that I was welcoming 2009 in Desa Parkcity!

And wow, just-so-u-know i was already welcoming 2010. :)

365 days is really not that short. I managed to shape myself into a happy jolly person as they say. Outgrown the shy-ness and into a girl overloaded with confidence. Its probably Melbourne that got me to step out and reach further. Oh wait, maybe Taylor's played a role also.:) I wouldn't say that i'm happy for who I am now and I think i could have done better. But, what is done, is done and I cant really change much of what I've become. But 2010 is going to be another year all over again, thus I'm gonna have to set the correct resolutions. Are u with me?

Intermission: 55 days to melbourne!

Its funny how much can happen in 52 weeks. I've seen the true faces of people and understood what friendship is all about. Totally agree with the statement about how making the 1st move to say hi is the key to keeping in touch. I guess people do move on after all. Nobody's going to stick around and see how you are when you are out of reach.

My biggest achievement in 2009 in this friendship part is prolly to be able to keep my very best childhood friend that I thought I will lose very close to the heart. :) Its been 10 years and counting n I'm truely grateful for she has always been right there for me when the mind is not following the heart. Its very surprising how she makes me feel home in that far away land by telling me all the random things she does everyday.

Also, there are many many many others who have cared for me during my down times. *u know who u are* Thank you very very very much is all I have to say! :) You know without all of you I wont be here blogging already. 2009 would not have been an easy year w/o u guys. specifically my girlfrens. :)

The mind has gone through lots of ups and downs in 2009, same goes to the heart. Euphoric moments and disappointments. Studies have appeared to have turned for the better but the pressure cum stress load has increased. I've turned into a total nerd i must admit. Prolly a playful one. This statement can be an insult or a compliment, depending on how you look at it.:)

Uni life in this whole new decade is going to be a b*tch i reckon. But I'll have to hang on anyhow. People always say 1st year is easy, so I cant be overjoyed and over confident and that is one big lesson to learn.

As for the ♥ life, I think i've been honest n made it quite clear to the people around me that I've had a couple of infatuations here and there but its all gone now. I feel that I am not ready to be committed yet and I'm happy single. Full stop. :)

All in all, that is all I have to say for this year. I've made them proud n I've survived down under. But I have not changed for the better, n in fact for the worse, and that is what I am worried about. Mmmm, I guess my resolution list for 2010 is going to be looooooooong. What about urs?

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*If you are feeling really at the top of ur mood now, please dont read this post. Dont wanna spoil ur mood.:) Read at ur own risk if you choose to read on peeps!=) dont judge k. Merry xmas!:)*

Had a pretty bad xmas this year.
Xmas lunch at Aunty Rani's house and the parents n I went to shop for a karaoke set.
A new 42" TV, BIG gigantic speakers, with sound woofers n wireless mic and all those crap=RM14k.
Well, thinking that it will be a very wonderful xmas present for boxing day tmr, the parents said that there will be no more trip to Egypt after paying the bills.
WOW, so how is that wonderful?
I dont see how does trading my trip to Egypt or some wadeva crap place in this world is worth a stupid karaoke set that i foresee, will be hardly use knowing that the parents are "heat-heat-chicken-shit" people. =.=
Urgh. Anyways its all good now, generated enough endorphins to cover up the feelings. and with a lil use of your eyes n advice. =)

N yeah, my day started off kinda screwed up because of some crapo ytd.
My whole day today was kinda ruined due to unforeseeable reasons.
My awesome present for xmas this year is = Anger Management.
The art of managing anger is yet to be learnt.
I reckon I am not handling it properly because eating up all my anger is making me cry. T.T
But hey, I'm a newbie in this whole anger management thing.
I'm gonna learn to manage it and I'm glad i noticed the importance of this art. unlike some ppl. -.-

Ok enough ranting,

Merry Christmas Peeps! :)

i hope u are still at the top of ur mood peeps. =) xoxo.

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Well, I'm thinking if CNY comes b4 Xmas?! :p

10:13pm

I'm alive! :)

Took a week off from work and went to awesome Singapore! ^-^
Its back to work tmr! Seriously gotta pick up the momentum and get those research skills working and finish up my assignment. ><
Gonna take another day of leave on Tuesday for God-knows-wad reason! ._.
I've got so much to be done this week, so wish me luck! :)

i need happie food to put me tru this tuesday. >"<
havent had ice cream for ages! hint to Adele wong! :) *i know u will read these small prints XD*